When you're gone
Noone will take the place u left behind
When you're gone
I dont know what to do
When you're gone
My memories long for you
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
My ears long for the voice they are always wanting to hear
When you're gone
My mind is always deceiving me
When you're gone
The face that my eyes know is missing too
When you're gone
noone seems to be talking to me
When you're gone
The words i need to hear to make my day fine are evading me
When you're gone
Is the most lonely that i ever feel
When you're gone
I get lost searching for you
When you're gone
Love transforms to a word from an emotion
When you're gone
I seem to have no plan to get you back
When you're gone
I miss being myself all day long
But its time i face the truth
that i'll never be with you...
07 September, 2007
03 September, 2007
hmmmmmmmmm
It was just one of those weeks when all you tend to do is deeply introspect all the things happening in your life and realise with a deep sigh that all those not-so-nice temporary things are actually pretty bad in the long run.
The last few days before this week were going pretty fine..Office was hectic, but i was managing my MBA application essays and stuff by waking uptill the wee hours..something that i am pretty used to by now...Is this my strength that i can fit into my essays!!! But then suddenly i start falling back into my past and the depths of what had to be left untouched.. Dont blame me!! The MBA essays are such that they require you to introspect...the only thing that i did wrong is digress... Anyways i'm used to handling stuff..and i did...but the thing that bothered me the most was that my life currently also seems to be heading towards the disaster of what had happened earlier...and i just dont know how to stop it..
I'm away from the few people who care for me...they have got used to living without me...and all i do is play a cameo in there life's story right now..My frnds circle constantly changes which i hate totally. I am not accustomed to it either.. I have a relationship that seems to be fading...i just keep getting more busy with the never-ending stuff at office and all the rest of the time goes into my applications..With hardly any time to spare, i wonder where we'r heading to?? I wish u hang on and things stay as they are now...
I dont understand why the sudden and unexpectedly very happy and gala weekends end up me feeling like this..Is the flood of happiness experienced for those couple of hours worth the days of depressing thoughts that keep flying into my head and seem to bounce perennially inside. It seems there is nothing like the coefficient of friction inside me..What a PJ!!! If you laughed looking at this then something is def wrong with you...and i laughed *Sigh* Dont worry...this must be another stupid PJ of mine!!
Question 1) I dont understand what i am doing in Chennai??
Question 2) Why have i not asked the first question earlier??
Question 3) Why do i end up having only long distance relationships?? Cant i get to have someone i love near me??
Question 5) Why am i struggling soo hard for the promotion that has already been rejected by my manager?? Why do i not remve myself from this phase of self torture of writing java code all day when i have an over enthusiatic team mate who would want to finish up all the coding assignments of Cognizant if she could?
Maybe i'm thinking a lot...many people always ask me not to...but i end up doing this all the time..but i guess the catalyst this time was the Vodka i had for the weekend!!! (Just tried to end a dull and depressing post on a bright and funny note...but re-reading it makes me feel it sucks anyways...just like the title)
The last few days before this week were going pretty fine..Office was hectic, but i was managing my MBA application essays and stuff by waking uptill the wee hours..something that i am pretty used to by now...Is this my strength that i can fit into my essays!!! But then suddenly i start falling back into my past and the depths of what had to be left untouched.. Dont blame me!! The MBA essays are such that they require you to introspect...the only thing that i did wrong is digress... Anyways i'm used to handling stuff..and i did...but the thing that bothered me the most was that my life currently also seems to be heading towards the disaster of what had happened earlier...and i just dont know how to stop it..
I'm away from the few people who care for me...they have got used to living without me...and all i do is play a cameo in there life's story right now..My frnds circle constantly changes which i hate totally. I am not accustomed to it either.. I have a relationship that seems to be fading...i just keep getting more busy with the never-ending stuff at office and all the rest of the time goes into my applications..With hardly any time to spare, i wonder where we'r heading to?? I wish u hang on and things stay as they are now...
I dont understand why the sudden and unexpectedly very happy and gala weekends end up me feeling like this..Is the flood of happiness experienced for those couple of hours worth the days of depressing thoughts that keep flying into my head and seem to bounce perennially inside. It seems there is nothing like the coefficient of friction inside me..What a PJ!!! If you laughed looking at this then something is def wrong with you...and i laughed *Sigh* Dont worry...this must be another stupid PJ of mine!!
Question 1) I dont understand what i am doing in Chennai??
Question 2) Why have i not asked the first question earlier??
Question 3) Why do i end up having only long distance relationships?? Cant i get to have someone i love near me??
Question 5) Why am i struggling soo hard for the promotion that has already been rejected by my manager?? Why do i not remve myself from this phase of self torture of writing java code all day when i have an over enthusiatic team mate who would want to finish up all the coding assignments of Cognizant if she could?
Maybe i'm thinking a lot...many people always ask me not to...but i end up doing this all the time..but i guess the catalyst this time was the Vodka i had for the weekend!!! (Just tried to end a dull and depressing post on a bright and funny note...but re-reading it makes me feel it sucks anyways...just like the title)
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