5 Point Somethings..

Tagged by Harini, and i just couldn say 'no'..So here it goes..Keep reading.

Five people on my shit list:

1)******* . The person who hacked my previous blog, and has been trying desperately to create numerous problems in my life
2) All those bloody politicians who keep ruining this country.
3) George Bush..
4) Promoters of any kind of racial/ caste or any kind of discrimination. According to me everything in the world can be classified only under ‘living’ and ‘non living’
5) waiting to be filled... :P

Five guilty pleasures:

1) Ice cream.. loads of it (btw I’m not even guilty about this)
2) Watching Tom and jerry.. I know I’m grown up but some cartoons are just too good to miss out on..
3) Having night out’s with friends… and just freaking out..
4) Driving fast, real fast…(esp when u aren’t sure where ur heading to)
5) Going and spending time on the beach late in the night.

Five things I never want to forget:

There are many more things that I wanted to write here…but anyways shall stick with 5

1) My Best friend… U shall always be remembered and cared for, no matter what u say, think or feel about this
2) The project that I had been a part of when I was in my engg 2nd year.. Had an awesome time, night outs, hard work, team work, movies(ok this wasn’t a part of the plan but who cares..)and to top it up we won the First Prize too. This is what I call cherry on the cake
3) That I am the topper of my College and I am the Best..
4) My first Pay Check
5) That no matter who you are, what u think and what you feel doesn’t matter unless U do something about it.

Five things I wish to forget:

1) All those break up’s and fall outs that I’ve had for reasons that weren’t strong enough. If past could be re written…..hmmm..
2) Failures.. I’d like to forget the failures and only learn the lesson that it has taught me.. Somehow, I feel failure is too big a price you pay for the lesson it teaches you
3) Losing some/ many people who mean soo much to me (yes they still do..)
4) That there was a time not so long ago when I was not at all needed by anyone. That’s one of the worst feelings you can have..
5) Anger, Hatred

Five exotic dishes I've tried:

1) Titanic…@Havemore ..this will be one of the all time fav of mine..
2) Death By Choclate ..dunno where
3) The Pani Puri and the Samosa Radga @Bombay Chat.. not exotic dishes, but the fact that me Hit and Derek used to go there soo very often, makes it very special.
( I still wonder how the shop next to it manages to meet the ends?? Right Hit and Derek)

4) Anything @Gokul Chat… I miss the late night visits to this place..Used to race away on the bikes to this place around 1 A.M that too during exams season..
5) That’s it… I can survive without great exotic food, but its difficult to survive without good company..

Five loves of my life (not necesarily in that order):

1) Mom ..(Ur the Bestest Mom ever)
2) My Gal… ;-) (Waiting for ya…)
3) My friends..(only the real true one’s)
4) Music, Dance, books
5) Writing.. (Someday I’ll write a book.and I’m gonna name it “Words Of Silence”)

Strangest Dream:

I’ll like to write another post about this sometime…so wait for it till then…

Five most valued possessions:

1) Freedom
2) Memories
3) All my friends
4) Kaddu’s letters
5) Other things…actually there are a lot many..i give them the 5th position..

Five favorite superheroes:

1) Me.. Hee hee..i once had a dream that I had become a combo of Superman and He-man.
2) The soldiers of the nation.
3) Napoleon
4) King Arthur
Only 4 in this list here….


Five preferable modes of suicide:

I have nothing much to say here, but I always wanted to die for a reason. When we can live a life of meaning and reason, why not die for one too..Everyone will have to die someday, there is no such thing as immortal and there isn’t anything like ‘End’ either.. I believe death is also a part, infact more of a phase of life, not an end of life as most people put it as.. and if one day I find out that there isn’t anything in my life that’s worth dying for, for me that’s a good enough reason to stop living..

Close brushes with death/danger:

Many, just too many times I’ve been so close to danger, too many times I’ve been a part of an accident, burnt up my hand, sprained my ankle hundreds of times, and the list goes on…
Death…well, once when I was a kid I had fallen off the balcony of my building, luckily there was lotsa mud down there to reduce the impact, else I wouldn’t have been tagged today…

Pondering...

“Its fate !!U cant change it, accept it and move on” but I just cant move on with life, just live it as it comes along, keep gathering fallen pieces of happiness here and there when I know that I’m worthy of more. I cant just see time changing my life in front of my eyes as I stand there inebriated by the doses of consoling I get from people. If Life’s a battle then destiny is the enemy, if you don’t fight it and act like an amicable, lively, servile follower you are screwing up yourselves. Its your life, u should decide the way things go in your life..it is you and solely you who ought to choose the people who’d be a part of your life..it is you who should have some control on your future, its not necessary that you succeed in every endeavor that you undertake.. but atleast show up a decent enough fight or resitance against the so called destiny to lead a life that you truly want, to get something that u think you deserve… coz if you don’t, then who will??

How many people have you seen who have had a rough and a so called hard life?? How many people you have seen to whom life seemed to be unfair?? How many tragedies have you heard of happening to people around you?? How many times have you been shocked to hear something ‘bad’??
How many times have you been the victim??
How many times have you thought of someone as a brave person coz he’s/she’s survived so many things, undergone soo much grief, been through soo much in his/her life?? I have come across quite a few people who say “I’m over it now”, “ That was my past, now I’m living in my present and I live in today”, “That was an episode in my life that had to happen, but I’m out of it now and am ready to start all over again”

Now will anyone tell me how does a person start all over again??? Coz for me the start has already been made, u can never ever go and change any f**king thing about it. One more thing astounds me, Why does anyone want to forget the past?? Just coz its bad?? How many people would want to forget or let go of their past even if it was happy?? Noone would even get a thought about doing something even close to that.. but just coz you haven’t got something that you badly wanted from life in the past makes you want to erase the part of your life that you stemmed from.. Unfair, very unfair..(And they say life’s unfair)
Fight your best to get what you want, but never be ashamed of your past, never try to break away from it.. Remember, You are today what you are coz you were someone yesterday..
Stop running away from yourself, turn and look around once in a while, embrace your past and take it with you in your journey of life…and one fine day when you turn back and look at the life you have led, you’ll realize that you are special and it’s all worth if (coz noone has a life like yours), coz you wouldn’t have seen yourself as you are now even if a single thing would’ve changed its course..There are people who will disagree but I believe that its better to fight for a cause or for something/someone than just die someday without knowing why u lived at all

Memories are special, its like a one time investment which promises returns for a lifetime..

and still i walk alone...