Ask yourself a very simple question --- "Is it possible that you are alone by ur own choice?"
People try to reach out to you...but you are so busy wallowing that you dont notice them...they wait to be noticed and you still ignore them...and finally they cant wait nemore...they have their lives to live...and they move on...and suddenly u realise that you are all alone again...and thats when you walk alone...
Its a viscious cycle...all i can do is quote from The Zahir...
"Its very important to let certain things go. To release them. To cut loose. People need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards; Sometimes we win and sometimes we lose.
Dont expect to get anything back,dont expect recognition for your efforts, dont expect your genius to be discovered or your love to be understood. Complete the circle. Not out of pride,inability or arrogance, but simply because whatever it is, no longer fits in your life.
Close the door,change the record, clean the house, get rid of the dust........"
If someone reached out to me now, i'd just grab them..and i'd try my best to never ever let hem go..
I dunno if i'm alone by choice, or i'm alone by...whatever..i dunno if people really try to reach out for me with unselfish and good intentions..
but if anyone came to be with a good intent and without purpose, i'd not ignore them..take my word for it..
They have there lives to live..i agree, i have mine too, and i also know that noone can spend forever with me, and someday there may come a time when i'd have to part ways with someone i love and care for..
but the ease with whch the people move on hurts me the most.. the way people end relations just coz of one small skirmish bothers me the most..
After all this, i realise that all of this eventually doesnt matter.. and the best way to hold on is to let go... and i'm not sure if i'm right..i never was...
ok this is kinda heavy duty for my lil 8gm brain...
but dude, i've seen quite a bit in these 22 years of timepassing... there have been times when i've felt all lost, all alone (like now?).. the world all around almost seems to stop existing..
i try to hang on to ppl who've let go of me, but when i realise they've gone way too far, then i let go to, its not worth hurtin myself for someone who cant bother to turn around to find out if i'm in half shit or full shit..
and then? i find new ppl... and i wonder where these guys have been all along.. well, they were always there... i was just to busy to build anythin with them, but its never too late..
hope u got the point... which is hidden somewhere in this 5 tones of gibberish..
btw... i feel guys have stronger relationships... maybe cos girls induce this "exppectations" factor, which i hate from the bottom of my heart..
Yea i kindof get the point..actually noone knows whats the right thing to do, it smore about one's perception of one's existence.. Well i've neglected many a relation back, and maybe whats happening now is a way life's getting back at me..or whatever..
But now i'm open to relations,i wanna have some good people in my life..who's with me in the real sense..
Anyways,i also agree with the expectation part..gals are gals and they'll remain like that..u just have to accept it and move along..
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Ask yourself a very simple question --- "Is it possible that you are alone by ur own choice?"
People try to reach out to you...but you are so busy wallowing that you dont notice them...they wait to be noticed and you still ignore them...and finally they cant wait nemore...they have their lives to live...and they move on...and suddenly u realise that you are all alone again...and thats when you walk alone...
Its a viscious cycle...all i can do is quote from The Zahir...
"Its very important to let certain things go. To release them. To cut loose. People need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards; Sometimes we win and sometimes we lose.
Dont expect to get anything back,dont expect recognition for your efforts, dont expect your genius to be discovered or your love to be understood. Complete the circle. Not out of pride,inability or arrogance, but simply because whatever it is, no longer fits in your life.
Close the door,change the record, clean the house, get rid of the dust........"
Stop being who you were and become who you are...
If someone reached out to me now, i'd just grab them..and i'd try my best to never ever let hem go..
I dunno if i'm alone by choice, or i'm alone by...whatever..i dunno if people really try to reach out for me with unselfish and good intentions..
but if anyone came to be with a good intent and without purpose, i'd not ignore them..take my word for it..
They have there lives to live..i agree, i have mine too, and i also know that noone can spend forever with me, and someday there may come a time when i'd have to part ways with someone i love and care for..
but the ease with whch the people move on hurts me the most..
the way people end relations just coz of one small skirmish bothers me the most..
After all this, i realise that all of this eventually doesnt matter..
and the best way to hold on is to let go...
and i'm not sure if i'm right..i never was...
ok this is kinda heavy duty for my lil 8gm brain...
but dude, i've seen quite a bit in these 22 years of timepassing... there have been times when i've felt all lost, all alone (like now?).. the world all around almost seems to stop existing..
i try to hang on to ppl who've let go of me, but when i realise they've gone way too far, then i let go to, its not worth hurtin myself for someone who cant bother to turn around to find out if i'm in half shit or full shit..
and then? i find new ppl... and i wonder where these guys have been all along.. well, they were always there... i was just to busy to build anythin with them, but its never too late..
hope u got the point... which is hidden somewhere in this 5 tones of gibberish..
btw... i feel guys have stronger relationships... maybe cos girls induce this "exppectations" factor, which i hate from the bottom of my heart..
Yea i kindof get the point..actually noone knows whats the right thing to do, it smore about one's perception of one's existence..
Well i've neglected many a relation back, and maybe whats happening now is a way life's getting back at me..or whatever..
But now i'm open to relations,i wanna have some good people in my life..who's with me in the real sense..
Anyways,i also agree with the expectation part..gals are gals and they'll remain like that..u just have to accept it and move along..
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